25. joulukuuta 2009

ho ho ho

I want to wish you guys a happy Christmas! Thank you for being there :)


9. joulukuuta 2009

why

A girl was raped on Friday. No, it wasn't me. Yes, I know - these things happen everyday. Even in Finland. It's just... 'these things' happen in the papers - never to us. Nothing happened to me, nor to anyone I know personally but it happened just behind our apartment block in a forest and it was only 9.45 p.m. I think I saw a policecar... I'm not sure was it on Friday, though.

The worst thing is that.. the girl was 17 and she was coming home from a place nearby where people go do sports and other freetime activities... SHE COULD HAVE BEEN ME! I don't think the girl was irresponsible.. She was probably just going home after her dance class or something.. like she always had done before...

Where do those people come from? They think they own someone and can use them like that... In away.. to me.. that was a wakeup call: I really need to stop living in a bubble. I need to be more careful. Now I really understand why my parents used to be so worried and protective when I was smaller.... I don't live in a bubble. I'm not going to be paranoid for the rest of my life... but I just...

...I feel really sorry for the girl. It's not like she'll go and see a shrink and things'll get better. How can she ever even look at a man without feeling disgusted?

These things happen every day, don't they. I can't carry all these things on my shoulders but this time I'm really sorry. I bet she won't see this post but well. If you do I truly am sorry. It doesn't make things right... It might not even make sence... but I truly am.

And you horny selfish migrants (note: I'm not a racist. the girl said they weren't finns) who can't make yourselves useful: I hope you're happy. You've successfully ruined someones life. For good.