Falling in love, alone.

I just watched the trailer of the movie, Obsessed. It's about a freaky stalker woman. She is obsessed by a man who is married. Scary.

It's spring and love truly is in the air. It's a really lovely time for everyone except those who fall in love, alone. Some regard it as a calling of somekind... but to some it's just a poisonous druglike thing that kills you softly but slowly.

In a way they wish that the person would never find out but in their hearts they hope they'd have even the slitest chance to win the persons heart. When they get a chance to look their crush in the eye, they try to find a sign. Probably it's the previous negative experiences or just plain shyness that keeps them from taking steps towards the crush. Don't know, I guess they just find being mediocre and miserable safe. I mean, who would want to be laughed at anyway?

They try not to go mad. Forgetting someone can't be that hard, right? "Just... stop seeing him or her in everything. Just go on with your life". Well it's better said than done.. Those are more likely to be famous last words...

Well, atleast in movies these people end up being winners and live happily ever after.

(I guess it doesn't take Sherlock Holmes to figure out what group I belong to )

Disco "dancing"

I just can't help it. I think this is really hilarious!!!! I respect old people but this is just too much! What do you think? You've got to watch it to the end!

What's the deal?

Sometimes when I read the paper, I notice how numb and emotionally paralysed I am. Usually I calmly pass the section of boring domestic news (sick of those ugly and annoying politicians) and also pass the international news in order to rush right to the comic section. Now that I come to think of it, I can't believe I jump over all the news of felling of trees and dissapearing rainforests, or murders, car crashes... The things seem like everyday things that don't matter. They could never happen to me anyway...

I'm not saying I should feel bad for everything and start being an acktivist close to extreme commitment. I just find it stupid how we keep singing songs about saving the wolrd if we really don't care until things aren't going well in our lives - in our everyday lives. Sigh. Maybe I also try to avoid knowing the truth about today and anyway I know enough: The world really is topsy turvy.




Picture: Magnus Manske

I've got a confession to make

I sometimes do aerobic exercise alone in my room from a dvd (I don't have tights though). Kind of embarrasing, ehh?



Picture: http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d2/Aerobic_exercise_-_public_demonstration02.jpg

Fatal Vogue

Sometimes I really hate fashion. It's as fake as boy bands. But in away.. I really wouldn't mind being all stylish and pretty all the time. Sometimes it's so hard to be cool while everything you wear is yesterday. But oh well, there are lots of deceived people like me, whose impulse-driven consumerism has led to well:

1) climate change
2) economical crisis
3) lost individuality
and 4) God knows what.

Funny enough they (who?) have everything figured out. There is actually fashion for people who want to be individual. It's funny actually... But ofcourse Finland is so small that there is not that much room for.. well:


I'm a little frustrated because well.. I'd like new clothes but I know that I don't need them (And I need to save some money..). I'm going to play the piano at a Graduation party. When I looked in my wardrobe, I came to the conclusion that I didn't have anything to wear. I wanted something elegant nothing too eye-cathing but I saw only one which I really liked but it was 99 euros. 99 euros. Please. I cursed and then did a little thinking and decided that I'll stick to my old clothes. I'm not the one graduating anyway. Vanity isn't fair.

Oh, what a beautiful mornin', Oh, what a beautiful day. I got a beautiful feelin' Ev'rything's goin' my way.

Today was such a beautiful and warm day. Everyone was eating ice cream. When no one saw, I took my shoes off and walked barefoot.

I'm standing on my own two feet.

I quit facebook.

I finally ate icecream. Lots of it.

I went to sleep early even though I wanted to stay up late (I'm afraid of going to sleep because it'll be wake up time soon after that).

On Friday I found lots of DVD´s and cd´s I like from the library. I've also started playing the piano more often.

I can't believe that my last post is from February. I guess it's like not seeing a friend for a very long time and then when you meet him or her, it's really hard to find anything to talk about. Sometimes when it's a really good friend, you can just continue from where you stopped.

I need to do a presentation and I really don't feel like doing it. It really makes me feel annoyied. I'm not interested at all. I might be if I had more time. Our group is the first one to present it and we didn't get enough time and GAH. Sigh. I wish I could just pull myself together - it's not like I have an option. :(.

I had a funny dream last night. I was hanging arround with superheroes on the first day of school. Actually it was night. Atleast it was dark. Then bag guys appeared and my friends started fighting. Everyone had their unique power... It was a weird dream. Really weird.

I have to do the presentation. I have to. I have to try. Oh man... How come I'm not interested at all.